That Not So Fresh Feeling.....

I've been on the verge of an emotional break for about 2 weeks now. It's nothing new, I usually have them at least twice a year.

It's like a prolonged PMS.....I'm bitchy, weepy, irrational and loopy. I crave sweets and then hate myself for indulging. My body aches, my head hurts and my ankles are swollen.....

The kids are done with school next week and will soon be under foot 24/7 so I know that's part of it too. I also have an issue with change.....I grew up an Air Force brat and because of that I got used to moving or changing every couple of years (at least), and we've been in this town, this house for 3 summers now. I'm feeling the itch to move......

Honestly I don't know where I was going with this other than to offer an explanation as to my erratic posting schedule and beg forgiveness for my lack of blog rolling..... Yeah right like you want to hear my excuses, LOL

M.I.A

Sorry that I have been missing in action for the last week or so, I swear I have really good excuses thought up. Not that I would ever WANT to lie to my wonderful bloggy friends....just that the lies sound so much better than the truth and I would like to make this an interesting read for you.....

Alas, my heart says go with truth so I guess I shall....

After finally returning from the hell that was "spending time with my FIL", I got home and proceeded to wrap every freakin' present in our house all on Christmas Eve ( I was up FOREVER). I had barely gone to sleep when I was awoken by eager faced children begging to shred open the same presents I had just got done wrapping (I think they hate me, they must right?), so I spent Christmas Day dozing off and on in my husbands recliner. I spent the better part of Boxing Day doing the same as on Christmas Day, with brief periods of talking on the phone, until around 3pm when I suddenly decided that the entire house had to be rid of the Christmas decorations...NOW! I stayed up entirely too late doing that bunch of business but in the end I actually felt better than I had in days so it all worked out I guess.

Thursday found me cleaning like a crazy person....tearing things apart, whipping up dust and Windex everything to a nice shine. My mother-in-law came to sand and prime my bathroom...why you ask? Because she's good at that stuff so I asked her to do it (I think my bathroom is finally NOT going to feel like a dirty old cave...YAY!!). When she finished my bathroom she packed up my kids and whisked them off to her house for the next TWO WHOLE DAYS so that hubby and I could celebrate our anniversary.

Yep, you heard right...ANNIVERSARY!! 11 years together and we still mostly like each other...ha, take that nay sayers!!

So anywhoooo..... and I've been intermittently spending time with my family and cleaning out my house ever since (just felt like the right time to start purging the household, yeah?), and so I beg your forgiveness my bloggy friends. I have neglected your blogs and my own for far too long, and I promise that if you forgive me this time I will TRY not to do it again....

No really, I mean it.

Seriously...

Why are you looking at me like that??

I said TRY......